Damn....
in less than 24 hours...
I'll be back in a hell hole...
I just want out...
seriously...
It's not as worth it as it once was...
just hope that I get out...
somehow or another...
well...
I haven't touched my blog in quite awhile...
after being rejected by all my universities...
and deluding myself that I'm 'too good for the system'...
I need to find my next step..
after ns...
(it's quite enticing...certain aspects of it...
but I'll trade it all for 2 years of solitude.)
that La Salle film degree is an option...
but not a passion..
or I could try university of New South Wales..
still...
2 years is alot of time..
2 years for the rest of my life...
and I am here stuck in a confined space...
stuck in regimentation...
ugh...
till then however,
I plan on doing something creatively challenging...
anything to retain some sense of individuality...
get the workings of the Japan trip out..
and save up for my iMac.
Release yourself