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12.30.2005



There's this clause in my contract which says..
my job is...
'Any other matters as assigned..'
other..
meaning anything..
I never knew I had to work with gays..
haad to quarrel with taxi drivers...
Hold block flares..
transport equipment..
buy Lunch for the crew...
and be an EXTRA
as a GAY's FRIEND...
note..
having the guy touching you...
looking at you..
and laughing..
and then going into his effeminate sequence no.3..or sth..
wow..
and it all happened in that Drag queen place at Kumar's..
I have learnt to become a very accepting and open minded person..
or I would've died by now...
sigh....
gonna have to work on my birthday..
from 1015-0000....
wtfness..
No rest for the wicked...

12.27.2005



This are the hours I'll be on call for the next 3 days..
9am – 6pm
2pm – 1am
12pm – 12am
of which some time would be spent filming footage at a bar...
with Kumar..
T_T...
something about gays...
that's what this episode is about..
and I still have a hangover...
it'll be a really long time before I take alcohol.
sigh.




Head spinning.....
is this the hangover from 2 days ago.?
or was it just bad Japanese food yesterday?




sure everyone sorta believes in true love..
and that screwed up thing we call a destiny..
but its a whole different ball game when you start..
committing suicide and throwing yourself at any girl you see..

I almost could've gotten in trouble with my boss..
luckily she gave me the day off..
no rest for the wicked..
life's just perfect as it is..
sigh.

12.26.2005



Had christmas dinner with my family..
then went to Liang court to pick up something for Jaimes..
got this ghost story book..
got stuff onm Tekong..
good luck Jaimes
went to Eskibar...
came with a scarf, jacket and gloves for the discount..
then Jaimes wanted to club..
so just took one jug and took off...

Went Gotham..
Jaimes' Birthday
Clubbing...is not what it seemed...
I hate dancing..
Met a few girls....
even talked to the '''hot''' girl who dissed Khai and Jaimes..
I opened them man...
even managed to attain physical contact...
(way over my age....though=p)
had a chat with some girl over a fish..
cute name,Caramel....
she had a boyfriend though..
talk some cock with another girl called Rachel..
(looked like a cross between Sara and Marissa..)
but didn't do shit..
too much morals driving me...
I don't let myself get pissed drunk..
(I love sanity too much)..
+watching drunk people is pretty entertaining.
sigh...
there goes my clubbing virginity though..

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

Don’t think that I can take another empty moment
Don’t think that I can fake another hollow smile
It’s not enough just to be sorry
Don’t think that I could take another talk about it

Just like me you got needs
And they’re only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we’ve tendered away

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

Don’t wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don’t wanna be somewhere where I just don’t belong
Where it’s not enough just be sorry

Don’t you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave till it all went away
And we’ve only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we’ve made

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

I am all that I’ll ever be
When you - lay your hands
Over me but don’t go weak on me now
I know that it’s weak
But God help me I need this

I will not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I’m marking it down to learning
’cause I am

nice song...Matchbox Twenty still rocks.

12.25.2005



I am currently in the eye of the storm...
because of my tendency to have lapses in my memory..
and my absent-mindedness..
I now have to be at 3 places at the same time..
firstly....
my family
secondly...
my shooters..
thridly..
Jaimes' B'day celebration...
Ikorose..shinsou..
*Flash steps off*

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