Alright...
so it's not what you'd expect it to be..
but it's not a lost cause...
the rest of my life is falling to pieces..
I want an electric guitar..
T_T...
I woke up today...
thinking..hey..
my job rocks man..
don't even need to be there..
I'm just...on call...
haha..
haha
flexible...
all that changed when I decided to be extra..
so I called the Executive producer(EP)
'Hey you need me to do anything?'
ya....
alot of things apparently..
I had to meet the rape victim(Actress)..
[apparently, no one is really comfortable with their child playing a rape victim.]
[go figure.]
on location(Holy Innocent's high)
which I waited from around 1130h
all the way to 1330h
then finally the crew came...
finally I thought..
some real work..
Cameraman looks at me..
so..?..
you buying lunch?...
suddenly..I had become a PA...
weeeeee..
[note sarcasm]
then I went out..bought food...
and came back...
(decided to skip lunch){worst mistake ever...}
by that time filming hadn't even begun
[for the second time, the victim's role had to be given to someone else]
so..
we waited...
next actress came..
then....
Director got angry..
'Why are you so jerky?(to the cameraman)'
Cameraman highlights the stiffness of the camera's tripod..
Director goes into fit no. 1...
something like
'EP gave me no talent...I have got lousy equipment..cameraman cant even do a simple zoom.'
>I was thinking.....woah...what have I gotten myself into<
she threatened to cut the production all together and just give the minimum..
Luckily...
that didn't happen..
so..
from then on...they did all the other sequences..
the bullying..
the arrests..
the reminiscing..
yea...and by that time..
it was 6 already...
so basically,
my job is all about the waiting...
I watied 4+ hours...out of the seven I was there for..
sigh..
well...right now waiting for my producer to give me a call..
something about tomorrow's props..
guess this is the drawbacck for having no structured working hours..
well..
no rest for the wicked.
I got a job in Mediacorp..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
I'm some Mediacorp coordinator..
but it's just some glorified way of saying
assistant I guess..
but..I work in Mediacorp now...
heheh
=D
San Taicho...
Ichimaru Gin...
beautiful wallpaper..
tweaked the layout..
came out pretty well..
sweet.
hmmm..bear with the bad layout..for awhile..
I tried the other Ichimaru Gin wallpaper but it didn't come out right...
sigh...
well..
for the whole day....
I've been suffering from Diarrheoa..
that sambal fried rice is killing me..
I've got almost no will to eat....
I just hope....
that it would clear up tomorrow...
alot of things I wanna do..
rather than rot on dota all day..
hmmmm..
today....was really cool day..
woke up kind of late to do a jog...
so I decided..to just do all the basic routines of the morning..
then heading straight for my first attempt at earning money...
had to be at the hotel rendevous at 11am...
so..I got there...
thankfully I didn't need to wait..
and poof...my first audition since S'pore idol..
lol...
I had to test out my comfort in front of the camera..
and basic acting....like expressions..
then they asked me whether I was bilingual...
heheh..
then they asked me whether I could speak dialects..
heheh...
heheh..
If I get the role...lol..prepare to...
laugh...
anyway..they called me back...apparently..to do some photoshoot...
so I went to Park Lane to play Gulity Gear...
didn't know I only needed 1 50cent coin..to waste my time..
so I had $4.50+ worth of change..effectively...in my wallet..
so....part 2...
went back...and the mediacorp producer in charge was like..
'You got nice hands right?'or sth..
Me:0.o?
so..they gave me a marker pen....
asked me to deface my palm...
(they were using the Robbie Williams hand..don't know which one exactly)..
so they asked me to smudge it..
and then...they asked me to stick my hand out..
to potray desperation in my hand..
I think I was sticking out my hand...
shaking like crazy..lol..
so they said..support it..
then..I had to hold it there...for quite some time...
then..they took some more shots..after that..
but it wasn't over yet...
they wanted to tattoo my arm...
so they could take some...shots of that too..
soooo...
I ended..up staying there till one plus...
they gave me fried rice to eat too...
somehow..I made friends with the artist, photographer and producer..
funny stuff...
so I was there..eating rice..while looking at the other autionees..
saw one girl...
who claimed...that she could cry in 5 s...
as expected....it was..a horrible dissappointment..
heh..
so....I had my arm painted sometime after that....
which took 30min+ I guess...
and then...it was time for the photoshoot..
much easier...because my arm was way more steady..
..they said I could get paid...if it comes out..
so its..money for the arm..
money for the hand..
money for the acting..
if it gets through..
not bad for the first time..
and the first day...
haha....
so now I have this souvenir...
haha...and then met Weili..who..
brought me to eat poison Sambal fried rice..
time to call it a day...
hmmmm...
Japan..is really big..
so now the travel plan..
probably looks like it'll be centred around Tokyo..
the infomation centre at the jap embassy..wasn't that helpful..
Watched King Kong...too..
wasn't exactly as good as Peter Jackson's LotR...
the movie was 3 hours 15 min..
and it got really draggy till the impact of the climax...
kind of wore off..
he should've sped things up abit..
and developed the characters..
a wee bit more....
but it definitely isn't a b-rate monster film...
just not as great as it was expected to be..
quite disappointing..
went fishing.with Weili yesterday...
ended up catching nothing still..
flies were buzzing around this wound I had on my leg..
it looked really sick...
they were like on drugs or something...following me...
ended..up taking some path to get to the fishing spot..
which was full of reeds..
and we ended up stepping on an ant's nest..
resulting in us getting mutilated by them..
worst fishing trip ever...
anyway..right now..
there are many things I need to fix in my life...
many things which I need to clear up..
many things to settle..
Lord..
make me pure.-not yet.
Release yourself