I still have so much to cover...
i've covered some math topics..
but I can feel my shakiness in it..
I have hardly touched lit..
did some econs..
1 more week to go..only..
in such a small amount of time..
to cover the long road....
in the short run...
sigh....
Tomorrow comes. Sorrow becomes his soul mate.
The damage is done. The prodigal son is too late.
Old doors are closed but he's always open,
To relive time in his mind
My revision..
is slow..
its productive..
but slllllooooooowwwwwwwww...
went to school....then study abit...
then went to Ling Zhi's church to study...
yea..its a first for me..
and I recently got this message on my friendster:
hey hi, im looking for my long lost friend and i think
u might be him. can i know ur name? just to
comfirm? sorry to bother
funny though...
its actually my best friend from primary school..
seriously....lucky...
I completely lost contact with him after primary school..
but its amazing...that he found me on friendster..
because my friendster contains
almost 0 indicators of me...
shows you 1 thing though..
if its meant to happen it'll happen..
Hey, you
been wondering for too long
traversing the inifinities of life
your wearied eyes show your song
and the pain lingers in your sigh
I guess its time you
sat down
next to me
and tell me..
what you've seen
from the cries of infancy
to the desperation of adolescence
looking for an answer
some small meaning to be
but so far have found none
so sit down
next to me
and tell me
what you've seen
because we're all suffering too.
but
it's not anything we can't get by
so smile
it's not over till we die.
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Warning:sitting near Vanessa..
may result in massive physical and psychological trauma..
anyway...
went to school to study for the second time..
which is extremely taboo for a person like me..
however..
considering the desperation I'm in..
It's necessary..
although I do feel I am kind of a distracting force..
I should be more dao and competitive I guess..
had abit of an upset stomach too..
never eat anything called milky prata..
yea...
I'm learnt my lesson....
I saw an accident happen right before my eyes today...
saw a small van skid across the road..
crashing into a another car..
smashing its screen and that car's back screen...
then the indian driver of the van got stuck inside..
the metal had smashed in..
holding him inside..
its seriously..
like everything just happens..
so quickly...
you here shattering....
as a rain of glass covers the floor..
in a fraction of a second..
and it really takes that...
to see how quickly death may come..
thankfully the indian guy didn't die...
but what touched me was the fact that..
people actually took the initiative to rescue...him..
(not me though...like I said...freeze..shock...then judging from the situation...
then I went in to help)...
lol..
but it shows you that...
despite how screwed up everything is...
there is still a goodness in people.
....heh..
takes that....
to see how fragile things are....
bang..
w00t
gone..
today...
was the only day...
in which the photocopying auntie treated me nicely..
normally..
she would question my race..
yes...
I do not like to use chinese..
with good reason..
but today she was way..
nice.
which reminds me..
about the 4 kinds of lectures..
complete strangers enjoy giving to me..
1)The Get a good job talk..
2)The government is one sneaky bastard talk..
3)buck up your chinese for your future talk..
4)the always plan your time so you won't be late talk..
and the rest just ask for directions.....
ugh....
went to a restaurant where you can practically feel the desperation..
of the staff to get every little cent out of you..
anyway..
I've got all the way to 7th April to do something about my life..
maybe I'll do busking with Yong Xin..
dota until I die..
or try to earn money some other way...
maybe pick up shooting again...
or try getting some of my crap published..
Change Your Mind
Hey, Hey
Did you ever think
There might be another way
To just feel better,
Just feel better about today
Oh no-
If you never want to have
To turn and go away
You might feel better,
Might feel better if you stay
Yeah yeah
I bet you haven't heard
A word I've said
Yeah yeah
If you've had enough
Of all your tryin'
Just give up
The state of mind you're in:
If you want to be somebody else,
If you're tired of fighting battles with yourself
If you want to be somebody else
Change your mind...
Hey hey-
Have you ever danced in the rain
Or thanked the sun
Just for shining- just for shining
Or the sea?
Oh no- take it all in
The world's a show
And yeah, you look much better,
Look much better when you glow
Hey hey-
what ya say
We both go and seize the day
'cause what's your hurry
what's your hurry anyway
nice song...
Release yourself