89 88 88..
heh...Still can't get past the 9 barrier..T_T..
but I finally understand the most important part of shooting..
Focus..lol...
concentration..
heh..tried a new concentration technique and it worked like a charm.
I feel myself revelling in jealousy..
absolutely disgusting...but it offers some sick twisted pleasure..as I am embittered..
I feel myself rotting in hatred....
but then..I wake up from it and all there is left is the fear..
the fear which distorts the senses...
clouds judgement..
heh..anyway...
let it slide
overhead
when i believe in you
my soul can rest
but our love
it's really love
it never fades
but fade it does
when we shine
like the sun
you seem the only one
my only friend
[chorus]
so pretty in white
pretty when you're faithful
so pretty in white
pretty when you're faithful
when you're faithful
i resigned
from myself
took a break
was someone else
it's like i've come undone
and i've only just become
inflatable for you
[chorus]
i don't mind
most of the time
but you push me so
far inside
[chorus]
I liked this song..ever since I heard it on smallville..
been a long time but I still like it..
And so ends yet another chapter...
not in mine but another's
sigh..
at least...
its for the best...
I hope..
hope..
one of the most important elements of the will to live..
to strive for something more..
to suffer endless torment..
because..of..
hope..heh..
but there comes a time when it has to be abandoned..
a man is not emotion alone..
he is more than that..
ok...anyway...
all I've done is revised..the formulae for Numerical Methods..
heh..
hope sure is fading now for my mid years..
heh..
Batman Begins..
is so..different...
from the other movies...
seriously...its like much darker...
psychological..than action..
I was like..looking at my watch...(show started at 2110)..it was 2210+
I was still like.telling Joseph..
something like..hey..he's not Batman...yet..
heh..but its really something else that show...
much more mature..
great stuff..
Burning a slice of Lays Potato chips makes alot of smoke...
its like one continuous stream for about 10-30s...lol..
Right...now..my right eye's twitching for God knows what reason...
its like..Twitch twitch twitch..fine....Twitch twitch twtich...endless cycles of it..
Dale..Tan WeiLi...Forget about the Flash cart..thing la..the iPod's good enuff..=p
David Tseng....its a song...typing it does little..=p..
hmm..long time since I've updated...
lots of stuff...
heh..
I have finally gone out of my way to try and socialise..
yea...in my church..
heh..
crawled out of my hole..
hmmm..I thought I would have a harder time fitting in..but..its ok..
helped out at a confirmant camp..
and shocking thing..is that..
like..a few of them..thought I was 20 something..
I have no idea whether that's a good thing..
but they said I looked mature...
right..
like you'd believe..that..but its bloody true lol..
I also saw this sec 4 girl...
I was trying to recall who she looked like and..
WTH..
she looked like Ms Ting...MS TING..
as in the glasses
her body frame
I think her laugh too..
then there was this other girl..
Left handed like Candy
Shows interest in Hockey like Candy
Same build like Candy
Facial features like Candy
Sporty like Candy
Blur like Candy
Responds to aquatic creatures like Candy..(Note what happened to the Triops in school)
yea..funny and strange stuff....
then they had..this..Disco thing..at the camp..
my DAD MY DAD..
was singing 'The Reason'..THE REASON!!!!
wth..
I've had enough of that song..
seriously..
when your brother plays that song in the toilet in the middle of the night..
while you're trying to sleep...
seriously enough..
Training yesterday..
funny stuff...2 people only...
Me and WeiLi lol..
Finally got my iPod Shuffle from him too..
heh..at a reasonable 2 digit price...
Impressive most impressive...
but I don't have a PSP yet..
or an acoustic...
or more clothes...
Got a shooting glove though..like thats gonna do anything..after the nationals..
David Tseng...
is not NOT NOT touching my phone again.
Seriously..
Release yourself