Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
mess mess mess..
Stupid room..
Gah..messed up..
So much left to be done...
ahhhhhh..
like some never ending obstacle..
heh...
you know...
I wish I could be as happy as what both of you seem to be..
The smiling...hugging..
sigh..
but that's not how my story goes...
I want..something...more..
I want something...that's me..
all that...kinda things you do..
heh...I am so detached I guess..
some part of me just screams to get across..
but I still don't know where I'm heading till then...
I'm broken...
Clearly..heh..
I just wanna scream out...
I just can't...
wait..
no don't bother...these are my matters made for me to deal with myself..
...Dota..
heh..
not bad quite fun..
the synergy I have with Joseph Lim is impressive..
and even with Donovan..lol..
Jackson is damn funny...
haha..
Heh..you only have one life to live...one life to lose..
it doesn't matter what you start with...its all you got..
all you need...you are EVERYTHING you need to get through this world...
It's not what you begin with but what you end with..
So no matter how shitty you think life is...
you realize.....shit is only temporary,
Glory is forever....
one life to live....is all you're ever gonna get..
ahhhh....
Air rifle...
gahh....
ok....J1s training was pretty disorganized...so gonna have to get a good schedule up running..
J1 guys are pretty funny...heheh..think they'll bond pretty well..
Safra..seems to be a viable alternative..so everything is looking up...
my chance to prove myself..
NUS invitationals...
Strive for excellence...
for my respect...
'there is only one constant, one universal, it is the only real truth: causality. Action. Reaction. Cause and effect.'-The Merovingian.
One Character I truly enjoy from the Matrix Series....
heh..
In a way that..is so true...
Every action has its consequences..
and if we do not understand the consequences of our actions..
we blindy write our fates....
not knowing till its too late...
Release yourself