Ahhhh...so much crap.....
Competition is tomorrow....
And the NJ shooters were..Hogging the lanes...
I associate them with maggots...man...endless hordes of them..
And they have the strangest looking people..
Saw one girl that walked and almost looked like Amos freaky stuff man...
Shot next to their Vice Captain for experience...hah..
now is not the time...
Another thing....
I've noticed...that strangers won't stop asking me for directions, money etc..
It's like I have this sign saying 'All answers here' or sth..
haha...
I mean...ahhh.it's already happened too many times already...
=p
River
Nani mo ka mo umaku yukanai modokashisa ni
Aseru kimochi wo osaete
Hagayusa to iradatashisa ni kokoro midare
Kakaekonda hiza kozou
Kuyashisa wo koraete namida ni furuete
Naita yoru ga akeru
Sou
Tashika ni kimi no iu toori da yo
Ima nara hikikaeseru keredomo
Tsumaranai iji wo haritsuduketeru
Arukihajimeta ijou akiramenai
Mou ichido kono te ni chansu wo..
Subete kono mune no naka ni shimatte okou
Yume ga kanau made...
Yarusenai hakanasa ni mi wo yudaneru hodo
Sonna ayaui jidai ni
Agaitemo te no todokanai kishi wo mezashi
Muga muchuu de oyoida
Nagare ni sakarau koe mo agerarenai
Yukitomari no basho de
Sou
Ai ga subete tasukeru to wa
Omowanai dakedo kimi no hohoemi
Kokoro wo iyasu sono kuchibiru ni
Tachiagaru yuuki wo morau no sa
Mou ichido kono te ni chansu wo...
Kawa no nagare wa kyou mo hageshii keredo
Kimi no te wa hanasanai
Itsumo kono mune no naka no ai wo shinjiteiyou
Yume ga kanau made...
Sou
Ai ga subete wo tasukeru to wa
Omowanai dakedo kimi no hohoemi
Kokoro wo iyasu sono kuchibiru ni
Tachiagaru yuuki wo morau no sa
Tashika ni kimi no iu toori da yo
Ima nara hikikaeseru keredomo
Tsumaranai iji wo haritsuduketeru
Arukihajimeta ijou akiramenai
Mou ichido kono te ni chansu wo...
Kawa no nagare wa kyou mo hageshii keredo
Kimi no te wa hanasanai
Itsumo kono mune no naka no ai wo shinjiteiyou
Yume ga kanau made...
And in English that means...
Nothing is going the way it should
I hastily subdue these feelings of impatience
All this anxiety and nervousness is sending my heart into disorder
Just a boy hugging his knees in the midst of it all
Shivering and in tears, I repress all my regret
I cried all night, but now it seems dawn is breaking...
So, undoubtedly you're right
Even though right now I may try to turn back
And I keep on being stubborn about it, though I know it's monotonous
I'll start walking again, this time even farther, and I won't give up
If I could get just one more chance...
I'll keep it all locked away in my heart
Until my dreams come true...
I surrendered myself to a dismal emptiness
in the most critical of times
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't quite reach
Aiming for the shore
I had to swim for my life
Withstanding the current, I can't even raise my voice
It could have been the end right there, but...
I don't think that love can save everything,
but there's something about your smile
that somehow healed my heart, and in your lips
I found the strength to stand up again
If only I could get just one more chance...
The flow of the river is intense even today
But I won't let go of your hand
I'll believe in the love that's in my heart forever
Until my dreams come true...
I don't think that love can save everything,
but there's something about your smile
that somehow healed my heart, and in your lips
I found the strength to stand up again
So, undoubtedly you're right
Even though right now I may try to turn back
And I keep on being stubborn about it, though I know it's monotonous
I'll start walking again, this time even farther, and this time I won't give up
If only I could get just one more chance...
The flow of the river is intense even today
But I won't let go of your hand
I'll believe in the love that's in my heart forever
Until my dreams come true...
*Nice song..and if you really don't know it came from
it's from Gundam SEED one of the ending themes..
pretty nice meaningful song...
(sigh)How how how how
How would I be able to tell
only time...
I don't seem...anywhere nearer then where I started.
How I wish I could say it..
But I'd be selfish...to do so..
Release yourself