'The frustration of the unattached male is a powerful force of nature'-Wild Encounters,Animal Planet...
[yea......]
I've taken a sudden interest in internet radio channels...lol....
like..their taglines are kinda cool..
for example:
Damaging your hearing since 1999
[or...]still eating your brains after 3 years
[or...even funnier]The New Wave of Jewish Music..[lol..]
Yea...I stumbled across quite afew anti-christ songs...[heh..]
I hope you know where you're heading...
Because I was lost from the beginning..
and all that's left..is maybe a faded photo..
in the cold pouring rain...
I've managed to hold back...
but now it all flows...
all by myself in that empty bus stop
came to mind that somehow..
I didn't care....
still so far away
from anyone to here me screaming...
muffled...voices..in my head...
and dreams like crumpled pieces of paper...
never ever going to be realized...
somehow...somehow...
but not now.....
All I can do is wonder now....
and act as if I don't care....
Warning:The following entry contains illogical and irrational rantings by the author.Traces of insanity may be present.Viewers must be advised that the author is under no circumstances of being mentally stable at the point of typing and thus Viewer discretion is advised...
Alright.....
['Cue Ode To Joy....]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid..GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP...BLOODY HELL HELL HELL HELL!!!!!!
GAAHHHHHH
SCREW IT ALL!!!!...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
[*phew..]
When you're so far down the rabbit hole
you can't crawl up to where you used to go
You can't stay where you are because you're so frustrated
so you continue digging what you've already started...
so I guess this is what madness feels like
where everyone's up there
and you're somewhere else..
you can't go back up because no one understands...
and they don't appeal
everything looks so dark above
that the ground below seems brilliant...
once again down the rabbit hole to oblivion
So....as I sit here...
I wonder....
Why....things are like that...
but then I always realize I wouldn't have it any other way...
I should tone down my humour..
it's going to get me killed....
either at the hands of some indian gang....
or some girl I pranked....
I need a more organisation skills..
I need better shooting rhythm and routine...
I need to do my homework...
I need to finish my guitar tabs...
I need better shooting stances...
I need,,,,,why.....
Day 4 of the iBook and its as sweet as ever.....
Diablo 2...[Yes..bcos Don has my WC3....and its not his fault..its mine]
never looked so sharp or played this good....
but the mouse is a bit screwed up..keeps jumping....
=p......
I've also found a new best friend..
his name is Freezomint!..
I tried it at IceCube....with blueberry bonanza...and its simply amazing....
Although the waitress...[or co-owner..to be exact]....
kept warning me against it..
(I love Mint)
Oo Lordy...
Troubles so hard
Ooo Lordy
Troubles so hard...
Don't nobody knows my troubles but God..
and I wouln't have it any other way...
Hmmmm..attended mass yesterday in Sts Peter & Paul church...
there's a sort of ambience that sort of calms you...
like the acoustics of the church perhaps...
or maybe the age of the building itself...
anyway...the priest was this Franciscan Friar..
Who had problems pronouncing pray..and he kept saying
'Let us prayer'
According to my father...his Sermon was good..
but I was too distracted by the fact that he seemed like he was drunk..
He talked with a block nose and he kept swaying toward and away from the stand
and all that really sticks in my mind about him was him saying:
'Time...Time!!!!..Time![while pointing at his watch continously vigorously].....to emphasize the importance of it....
oh ya...New comp....[:D:D]
this is me typing on my iBook...
[Typidee-type-type]
w00t...
Ugh....NUS open house...was kind of.....let's just say..
Disgusting....bceause..I HATE crowds.....
ok...anyway...got a little more insight into what I want anyway..
[So ya...]
I can also finally understand why Hitched is such a great movie...
but..I think they didn't really bring out Will Smith's or Kevin James' full potential...
Release yourself