Oh ya...just felt like adding that...those people in world war 2....suffered..for a greater cause so...that..we could live the way we are now....there is still so much pain and suffering in the world...and sometimes...here we are....doing stupid things like quarrelling with one another over trivial matters..and shit...meaningless......an african child........bloated belly....sitting by the roadside...begging.....skin and bones...do something worthwhile.....
Sept 11th....the day those 2 towers collapsed...I remember that day..my mom called me into her room to see it on CNA...and I was like...ok....and..quite frankly..I didn't feel much.....seriously..speaking...in fact...I thought the God damm americans frickin' deserved it....with all their crap..meddling into the affairs of other countries for their own selfish..gains.....but...after the next few days...when they showed the firefighters and all that..then I was touched....this people...risked their lives all to save another that only has a chance of survivng.....ok..maybe...it's all really hazy because my memories kind of...hazy..but their actions are where I feel...lies the salvation of man.....that sacrifice.....either that..or I am just bull shiting to redeem my apathetic nature...but...honestly...I feel that these are the people that truly deserve any mention....these are the true heroes...they fight for a cause(saving lives) and not against anything(stupid war against terror)......I am gonna flame about Bush now....that frickin' asshole is the guy who caused the bloody deaths of so many americans because of his stupid war...that did nothing...useless shit........but....who am I to judge...what he did..was what he felt was right...but not to me....and terrrorism always seems to pull through it and still exist like that recent bombing.....
No...I am not wallowing in self-pity...no...I am not not alright..I am fine....I like it the way it is now=p
Ok....so German doesn't show very well on a blog....haha=p.Anyway...I wonder why I have such an interest in alot of other languages besides my mother tongue.Ive been living alone for a couple of days...cause my family went to Sentosa for a few days.I miss the silence...I love silence....the serenity that comes with it...Abstractness is a male characteristic....and it has been proven...look at the sheer number of male philosophers.....as compared to the females....haha...=pGot to start studying now....everything is so peaceful now....after so much..like relaxation...time to get down to getting BABA....
Hallo..I haben keine Idee, warum ich dieses auf Deutsch schreibe, auch....okay..hier
, die es... ich geht, Ruhe vermissen ich das ruhige... ich möchte zu meinem zurückgehen introverted Wurzeln vermisse, ich leise und bin, ich in ruhe..it bin erstaunlich warte, war Sie sehen, wenn man Sie Ihre Öffnung schließt und Ihren Verstand = p
As I slip deeper and deeper into this endless abyss of thoughts...I thought...Hey let's do a questionaire =p...took this from Brendan's frienster post:
1. Shampoo- Pantene
2. Bags- Globe
3. Shirt- Black T-shirts...preferably
4. Sweaters - It's Singapore...
5. Shoes - Converse Converse...Converse!
6. Socks- I HATE SOCKS
7. Toothpaste - anything...haha...
8. Face cleanser - Nil...haha....
9. Computer- Hewlett Packard
10. Wallet- Quiksilver
11. School Bags-Globe
13. Cell- Nokia 3120
14. Watch- Lots of Swatch...but the one I wanna wear is spoilt..T_T
15. Clock - Anything will do
16.Pillow case/bedsheets- Simple stuff..
17. Furnitures- IKEA!!!!!
18. Cups- St michael's...my SJI cup brokeT_T
19. Magazines- Anything I can find
20. Dream Cars- McLarens or any custom stuff....maybe a lotus..haha
21. Chocolate- Chocoettes!
22. Candy- Chewables
23. Medicine- Anything to aid digestion....haha..
24. Chips- SALT AND VINEGAR!!!
25. Popcorn- Salted
27. Motorcyle- Honda..I guess
28. camera- I want...a Sony.....
29. perfume- Just stun from any friend who has one...haha...
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I AM:Strange Twisted Gothic Rigid Loyal
I WANT: My Fencing Equips
I HAVE: a dangerous mind........
I WISH: I understand everything
I HATE: Irregularities
I MISS: SJI!!!!!!
I FEAR: Not being able to understand....
I LISTEN: ROCK
I WONDER: What you are thinking right now....
I REGRET: Regret..I'll do everything and accept all its consequences
I LOVE: God...I guess...and my family....and maybe her....
I ALWAYS: Have this ultimate plan that never goes into action due to my own human nature....Flaws....and such...
I SING: Like a nutcase...
I CRY: whenever I hear a nice song...haha....or see a meaningful movie
I AM NOT ALWAYS: Available....I want a bit of Privacy =p...
I AM CONFUSED: When I don't understand
YES OR NO
You keep a diary: Yes
You like to cook : YES!
You have a secret you have not shared with
anyone: Yes
You believe in love: Yes
The Weirdest person you know: Myself?...haha...hmm...maybe my Father..
The Loudest Person you know: Joel
The Sexiest Person you know: I have no idea....
Do You...?
Have a (any) crush (es): yes........
Want to get married: maybe not.......
Think you're a health freak: Definitely not...
Get along with your parents: quite well
EYE COLOR: Brown
BIRTHPLACE:Singapore
(FAVORITES)
NUMBER (S): 7
DAY: Wednesday
MONTH(s): December
FOOD: Japanese stuff & FISH!
Drinks: Tea...any kind
CHOCOLATE MILK or Vanilla: Vanilla
Something is seriously not right......I feel it...like a gaping hole in my heart...sucking everything in and turning it into.....Pure Fear.....its like nothing Ive felt before...its not like my other bad feelings.......haha...Something bad is gonna happen and soon...I am sure of it...the feeling of impending doom.......at least Becker is on now =p...
Ok....I have 6 mins to write a post...GO!
ok anyway....things are much better now after....the conlfict's kinda gone...so Yay fir that....also..Ive convicted myself to not being so direct..I shall return to my Introverted roots no more direct influence on the lives of others...not for a while at least....and start studying......yup...start studying.....I think I am gonna start being a little more like......my other self....the quiet watcher....haha....the right-handed side of me....(I think)......hmmm....I am kinda glad that the whole thing is over...gotta go to Mass now......=p
Release yourself