Writing GP essays....great stress reliever....haha...just feeling very dellusional this past couple of days...like the line between good and evil.....right and wrong faded away and all is grey....Like.....what is the point of coming all this way....trying to change who I am and all.....only to find out that , in the end it doesn't even matter....all I seem to be able to do is hurt people....ahhhhh!!!...If only I saw through your eyes.....if only you saw through my eyes......Somewhere....somehow.....God's laughing....all because....of the very meaninglessness of our existence.........
Never knew this existed...and for 36 years running
The Paradoxical Commandments
by Dr. Kent M. Keith
People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.
People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.
Here is an explanation for my actions :
on friday....a plan was hatched...by me......a 1 day boycott
Purpose of the boycott:
1.It was supposed to be fun...much like any of the pranks the girls pulled
2.It's other purpose was to let them know the situation and feelings of the guys towards their pranks at times...
Firstly,at the beginning, it seemed alright....things were going kinda smoothly...but I kinda noticed....that things were gonna take a turn for the worse...thus...I took it upon myself(BIG MISTAKE)......to let the girls know about why we wanted to do this after all,the very purpose of a boycott is to bring across a message.....however I was unable to finish my explanation with her flaring up like that.......I started with the initial plan.....trying to explain things from the start....but before I could finish...well....
Hence...the conflict began.......however...what was extremely confusing was Bern's reaction..startling........as though it were some evil plot by us to oust her from the class....=p...we have no motivations much less the power to....
But she did however, provide the perfect example of what happens when a prank get pushed too far....it becomes serious..............hence. likewise with the guys...when some pranks get pushed too far....such things happen.......
on a lighter...or maybe heavier note...:
List of apologies,
The guys in class....
Jeremy.....you already know what...=p
Jonathan....things I've said in my fits of anger.....
David and Donovan...for dragging you into this mess.......
the girls...never knew how badly misinterpreted this whole thing would be......
Tempo:50.....where to draw the line?
Finally...something worth fighting for......anyway...I've gotta do well for my promos....to stay in fencing....thanks to a stupid E-mail reply from my Godfather that made my mum bar me from joining fencing...at least until I get good promo results....Motivated now........anyway......I am gonna whoop some NJC butt at next year's shooting competitions man.....seriously...I am gonna train up the team till we whoop serious ass....haha...I Love Shooting!
Anyway....I feel sad for Edward Norton...I mean Hollywood stereotypes Roles too much....I mean look at the roles Edward Norton plays:That poor Misguided murderer, Derek in American History X...That Split-personality guy tormented by his other half in Fight Club..That mentally-tortured detective in Red Dragon...and that 24 hours to live guy in that show their airing on Star Movies recently.....Sad...case...
Tempo:150...Stabilized....time to study.....
Release yourself