Ok....I can see.....a huge pile of work........building up..threatening to drown me.....my room's starting to get messy again....and I need to get down to business...........on my work...........my financial situation...has been revitalised...after my mom....abolished all my debts to her........well...I wish..I could tell her.(you know who)....aye.....I still have to get down to begging fir cash fir my git lessons........
Things to be done:
1.new PC shit
2.Study econs Production and costs...
3.GP essay
4.PC essay
5.Functions 2
6.Econs MCQ
7.gotta do sth about chinese.....
tempo:100....next: caretaker play.....weee what fun!=p
Hmm....something's been happening...and its kinda weird...a few posts ago....I wrote about how I was sorta haunted.......funky thing is...now its back.........and whats more...it seems stronger.....or at least...louder.........I mean I was sleeping and then....a voice......sounded like mine.....rang inside my head....imagine....if someone was inside your head just speaking and it felt like that oh ya and the whole pressure thingy throughout my entire body happened again.....God....clutching my rosary ring.....the thing subsided....eventually......but I wonder...was it a ghost.....or am I going schizo.....hmmm....weird................
My Sigg bottle's dead..........and I am sorta relieved....now I don't have to worry about it.........and I need a new bottle.............
things that need to be done:
1.PC essay
2.GP essay
3.Econs test prep.....productions and costs...
4.Chinese Shu yu
tempo:160....Night approaches...
God.......I just skipped air rifle...whyy?....cos it aint worth going if you cant train right...there are just too many people inside.........T_T......I should start.....training for my 2.4 km....too......and God....Jeremy was right...David's bowling is scary........two words....Flying Pins.........Scary stuff.......hmmm...I should probably star begging my parents for cash for guitar lessons....yup.....weee....
Things that need to be done:
1.Chinese test prep
2.Chinese Lian Xi
3.Chinese Shu Yu
tempo:30....things still relatively calm....
I've got so many reasons to kill you..and only 1 reason to love you........God...I want....it.all.....you know damm right what I want.......and I'll fight till I get it......I'll never ever give up the good fight....never again.............Life's starting tto stagnate......decay is rampant....Life's getting....boring........I think I'll pick up a new hobby.....yup.....Card tricks......hmmm....yes......sounds good......or maybe....I should start.....drawing my own Comic......I'll call it Apath.......haha.........anyway....have you ever wondered how christ would've been crucified in the far future?....Dangling from a million needles....each protruding a different pore..........His brain.....hooked up to a computer mainframe feeding hundreds of chemicals that stimulate pain.......His eyes...pryed open to forever gaze upon the barren ground as his life slowly fades away..........Huge metallic claws...rip through his flesh to secure his body....and keep it upright.....thousands of vials of toxins....injected into every limb......and still he would fight on till his very last breath.....no matter....the pain no matter the agony...not for his salvation....but for ours.......beautiful..............
Things that need to be done:
1.Econs Outline......
tempo:10...I am finding it hard to stay awake....
I hate Libraries.........Seriously.......today......reached woodlands library at 6.45........went in and I wanted to pay my fines....fir overdue books...then I took a closer look at the titles of those books........I think it was....Monsoon.....Electric Circuit analysis......Weather and climate.....and sth else...and I was like What the hell?....did I borrow this shit?..at first I thought it was my dad....but...then...I remembered......those books look a hella familiar....G dammit....it was my sec 2 PW books....haha....a nightmare within a nightmare....my past comes back to haunt me....I went to the counter and I was like....can I pay with cash?.....haha......no...........sooo.....I was Like WTH!!!?!!!....sooo....THANK G.O.D. I had my Sji OBA membership card....which doubles up as a cashcard...I LOVE SJI!!!!!!!....w00tage.....went to the dbs bank and got it topped up and paid the fines...........then I asked the counter lady.....how do I sign up fir the Internet thingy....and she said just go to the terminal and do it....Unfortunately....my account was already signed up....so I was...like....my account's invalid...and the counter lady gave me my username and password and I tried again....and it didn't work....I went back...and she said there was a problem with the system...and I couldn't access it at the moment...I was like HUH?....ok....but thank...G...I had my Bro's EZ link card...and I managed to sign up fir his account and use it.........however....I had to deduct another $15 from my SJI card.........crap.......and the thing was......the damm terminal was 1 storey above the counter so I was like rushing up and down...and at 7.50.....down and got my thing.....done.....had to ak fir assistance to get the webbie....again........and so.......I got my damm materials......searching through 40 articles per min....doing damm speed reading....cos I had to stop at 8.30....and there were 510 articles.to go through...ahhhhh......I hate libraries...............
things still to be done:
1.Lit review fir book
2.evaluation of new research
3.Chinese test....preparation
4.Chinese....lian xi......
5.Lit caretaker act 2 annotations
I'm gonna add a new section fir every post....from now on...its called my tempo and its my pace of life at that time...300 is the fastest....and so on....
tempo:300!!!!!!!!!
GOD DAMMIT........found a dead cockroach in my chicken.....which I was eating at North's point's food court.......cooked.....well-done.....drenched in sauce....looking absolutely disgusting......haha....My mom....returned it and got a full refund........but considering that it was a bloody cockroach........my mom should have complained to the MOE....haha.....
Things to be done:
1.Econs Essay outline
2.Study Econs PC
Alone...I wanna be..alone...Leave me alone.....get away from me.....haha......no not really...just give me my private time......for a while.......haha....I need some time to think........some time to rest.......some time to fight my demons inside........some time to let my wounds heal....some time....away from you....some time to look at the world pass by me.....
Release yourself