Ow.....
Heres what happened after I finished singing:
DL:You know who you sound like?...You sound like someone who is singing with headphones on and doesn't know he is off tune..
That Lady:No...he sounds like he is singing in the bathroom...no
DO:quite a disaster....it was quite bad...
KL:...
Me:Thank you....hey....how do you get out?...*wanders ard and gets out*
lol.......I just wasn't ready for it.....too fast....too furious...too sleepy.....lol
But I did what I could at that moment at thats all that matters...no regrets.......well...hmm..at least I got this far....lol...but its kinda damn strict....I mean....like I think out of the 100 ppl that day..only 17 got thru....and on the other day...only 2 out of a 100 got thru...so its really super tough....lol..=p...lucky Daniel..anyway...I took the free Ricolas they were offering so I didn't leave empty handed..I can start really studying now!!!!!!weeeee!!!!!!!..20 hours left.........lol...haha....hmm...so...I still wanna start a band.......I still....have that dream...me & Erman..........lol....I wonder if I should reconcile...with him.............anyway......its time to walk on.....
So much to do...so little time....sigh..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THEY JUST CALLED E AND SAID MY AUDITION IS THIS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHAT THE HELLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Ok....so I didn't sneak in...I bought a ticket...T_T...conformed again....who knew the whole area would be blocked up?...hmmm...I wanted to climb a tree to see Linkin park but is that illegal in Singapore?....anyway....I LOVE CHESTER!!!!!!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!!!BEST CONCERT EVER!!!!!!!!!...cept for that Korean opening act....too draggy......hmmm..and the wait in between was crappy...but well worth it!!!!!!!!!!!AND GETTING TO SEE CHESTER SCREW UP HAHAHA = PRICELESS!!!!!HAHAHA!!!!BUT ITS ALL GOOD!!!!!Screaming along was fun!!!!Never gonna get that opportunity to scream with him again!!!!WOOHOO!!!LP ROCKS!!!!
ok...so here is the plan....as you can..see the layout of the concert is fairly simple...2 areas of free seatings....hmmm thus both would be crammed with people making it easy for me once I get inside...considering the fact that it is open air...security would have its limitations.....thus a quick dash for the outer circle......and a change of clothes should be all I need to get into and out of the concert....considering also the fact that it is 120 mins..shouldn't be that difficult
ok...so here is the plan....as you can..see the layout of the concert is fairly simple...2 areas of free seatings....hmmm thus both would be crammed with people making it easy for me once I get inside...considering the fact that it is open air...security would have its limitations.....thus a quick dash for the outer circle......and a change of clothes should be all I need to get into and out of the concert....
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Well...I have effectively completed 20 mins out of 35 hours for my study program...HAHAHAHA!!!!!I am so screwed and I love it!!!!!!woohoo!!!!!!anyway..today is the Linkin Park Concert....I wonder who is going...not that it matters cos I am going to sneak in MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!I am seriously losing it.....HAHA!
I feel my soul.....being burnt to ash....once again...I feel hopeless...every situation every event in my life.....hopeless...I think I am incapable of having a relationship...with anyone....or at least to a certain degree I wish that was true so that I would be able to carry on without thinking about it.Now its only me and God once again.....Pick up my cross and carry on...I need not this emotions....though..at times it is what I want....such is the fate of human perception...to be blinded by their emotions..if I could trade away my emotion for all the knowledge & wisdom in the world...I would....I am better of alone....don't wanna hurt anyone....don't wanna feel any attachment to anything....I am just gonna help people...even though I know that...each time I turn away from my emotion..my humanity...is just burning away to ashes....I don't care...it is better this way...then seeing anyone else suffer even a bit....I just wanna see a smile on your face....screw my inner demons screw what I think...just wanna make people happy.I can think of nothing....to stop this pain so I am gonna leave it as it is and see what happens....lets see what cards fate shall deal me next....hmmm..kinda funky....if you think of it...Life is like a game of cards....you don't know what would be dealt to you...but the only way is to succeed in the game is to make the most of what you have....it is also where deception('poker face!') and truth(showing hands)....are the greatest tools to get what you need or want...but at times....bad hands leave you with no other choice but to wait...for a another hand to be dealt..to you....well now waiting for that
don't worry...I am ok..this is me...yup...so if I hear Jeremy say 1 more 'are you alright?'...I won't be alright...lol..
alright....had the CIP thingy today.....which went.....quite well actually...so thanks to everyone who came down....even if it was a bit black.......lol.
You know what?...I wanna tell her....I want her to know...but its just so screwed up.....lol......
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