Silence...focus....understanding......thats what you need to get the most out of studying...quality not quantity.....35 hours.....thats all I need......watch me now....HAHAHAHA!!!Bring on the F***ing Exams!!!!...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
ZzzzZz....Just woke up...realized my exams are screwed.....guess I am gonna have to sit out from the Shooting Competition......NOoooooo!!!..I love shooting.....alright...but I guess you gotta set your priorities......so...yup.....no competition.....anyway...I'd probably faint at the competition or something....lol...I currenty suffering from California Syndrome....so..ya....better get it out of the system.....
took this from Bernie's blog:
J Jolly A Awesome M Mysterious E Emotional S Sensational
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Lol....once again....how true...
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Lol....so true...cept for the Self-mutilating bit.....I do it for a greater reason...lol......always at the edge but never crossing the line....lol..Kinda explains why I have so much homicidal thoughts..and stuff....feeling too much isn't good for you I guess...
I've got shooting later...and that's gonna last until 6...sad..Damn..I am definitely in the J1 team but I wanna try out fr this competition....and there are like....7 people trying out for 5 places...T_T...must get into reserve at least...lol...
anyway..I miss 408..all the wassups...the chairs all that kinda brotherhood sorta bonding..I missed talking crap with Sean.I missed crapping with Joseph...I missed tormenting Xueliang....I missed being tormented too...by Hejia & Brendan....lol...kinda wierd huh?...408 was for most people somewhere we belonged....even Xueliang would agree...I wanna meet everyone again and see how they are doing....lol...Nick..please arrange something.....lol....
I miss Fishstick too....or whatever its called now....I missed Imran's & Joel's pranks , Timo's Yeehoohuii! and everyone else....in there....
well....now there is 1T10....which is kinda good class...has nice people too....but kinda alot of politics....who hates who...who likes who(....).......and we never really get to bond well...and its only like 2 years....lol....
I hate how some people percieve God.They are using his name for everything....Like if you do this God will do this for you.....crappy har?...like what Jeremy said...fueling the greed of man...through God?....lol....those people deserve to die.....and I don't mind killing them...just like taint my soul for the salvation of countless others who were gonna be brain washed by their shit....now thats true Matyrdom.....selfless even to the end.....and that's why...in contrary to what that family life society said in the lecture in school about Robin Hood being bad....well..I really think he is good...I mean he doesn't force people to sin(steal)..but he does it willingly not for himself but for others...and in the end...if he faced God no matter what...he is definitely going to heaven...I mean....if you do something with such conviction and passion...it possibly cant be a sin....
took this from Bernie's blog=p
10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BACKPACK/SCHOOL BAG :
01. key tag
02. wallet
03. Nokia 3120
04. my textbooks...what else..
05. File..of my own lyrics=Gold
06.Pens
07. other realted files
08. doodles..
09. Passport-sized photos...
10. diary
9 THINGS THAT YOU REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW :
01. My own FeinWerkBau Air Rifle
02. her....
03. an electric Guitar....
04. amplifiers
05. $150 LP tix
06. An Ak-47
07. with enough rounds to last a lifetime..
08. a butler?
09. MY BAND!
8 OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS :
01. Sake(salmon) Sashimi
02. Maguro(tuna) Sashimi
03. Toro(tuna belly) Sashimi
04. Turkish Delight
05. Fish Papilotte
06. Caviar...black preferbly
07. Ikura(salmon roe)
08. blood?...mine preferbly...
7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS :
01. Joseph Lim
02. Richard Han....dunno where the hell he is now...
03. Joel?
04. Zane
05. Jun Jie
06. Brendan
07. ME!
6 OF YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIES :
01. Lord of the rings
02. Shrek
03. Bruce Almighty(LOVE JIM CARREY!)
04. Mr Deeds
05. Little Nicky
06. Something's gotta give
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM :
01. Sec 4 textbooks
02. My CDS
03. Tonnes of Magic:the gathering cards
04. Miniatures....tonnes too...
05. Game manuals...
4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRANK TODAY :
01. Seaweed Chicken...
02. Milo Freez
03. Water
04. Hibiscus syrup thingy...
3 THINGS YOU COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT :
01. God
02. Myself?
03. Her...
2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ :
01. game manuals
02. Lyrics
1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET :
01. myself
LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: James
-- Birth date: 30th December 1987
-- Birthplace: singapore
-- Current Location: Same.....
-- Eye Color: dark brown
-- Hair Color: light brown....I think?...
-- Height: 1.7somthing M....
-- Right handed or Left handed: Left for sports Right for academic stuff..
LAYER TWO:
-- Heritage: My own heritage...screw my past and descendant crap...
-- Weakness: anything under the sun...depends on how I want you to see me.....
-- Biggest fears: fear itself....
-- Your perfect pizza: Olives lots of it..
-- Goal u like to achieve: be the anti christ?...If I could...
LAYER THREE: Your…?
-- Most overused phrase(s): Whoa!
-- Thoughts first waking up: Fuck..
-- Best physical feature: hmm...my eyes?...lol
-- Usual bedtime: whats that?
-- Most missed memory: probably forgotten it...lol...thank God for bad memory...
LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: Vanilla Coke...If Simon Cowell can take it..so can you!
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King...they ain't got no stupid clown to do their ads for them...
-- Single or group dates: har?...I have no idea....
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: Lipton..thats good stuff...Damn Nestea keeps making me spit out huge chunks of gooey crap..
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla and Chocolate compliments each other...there's econs for you...
-- Cappuccino or Latte: I am a tea guy.....so you can imagine what I took when I went to starbucks....yup...that green tea shit...
LAYER FIVE: Do you…?
-- Smoke: Think I might be allegic to it....Smoke...in my face and I'll shove your damn Cigarette in a place that the sun don't shine..
-- Sing: Who doesn't?
-- Take a shower every day: yup....unless I am at an outdoor camp or a 2 day one....I'll just rush home and bathe....I can't stand public toilets...
-- Have a crush(es):yup....you know who..
-- Do you think you've been in love: I have no idea....
-- Want to go to university: that depends...
-- Like high school: its my God father'sso...ya I guess....
-- Want to get married: To her...or to God...
-- Believe in yourself: depends on which side of me is in control...
-- Get motion sickness: if the journey's like 6+ hours...I guess so..
-- Think you're attractive: I have no idea...
-- Think you're a health freak: my body has a Xenical effect so I dont need to be a health freak...
-- Get along with your parents: Yup....I wear many masks....
-- Like thunderstorms: rains alright...Lightning just reminds me of PAP...God I hate their guts....
-- Play an instrument: sure I can play anything...but its just that it wouldn't sound nice...
LAYER SIX: In the past month, you’ve…?
-- Drank alcohol: Jolly Shandy...
-- Made out: T_T...I wish...
-- Made love: you nuts?
-- Gone on a date: T_T I wish...
-- Gone to the mall: yup...
-- Eaten sushi: No....I want sashimi....
-- Been on stage: no.....not really...
-- Been dumped: you nuts?
-- Gone skating: no...I'd probably kill someone if I did...
-- Shoplifted: almost wanted to steal this cool welding masks from the construction workers outside school...didn't do it...damn morals...
-- Been on a rollercoaster: no....I hate em...
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Well...I'd do that first until I can make the others fit in to me.....lol..
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 25-30
-- Numbers and Names of Children: *stares at siblings*NO WAY!
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: somewhere...really really private..I guess
-- How do you want to die: In the heat of some battle...dying for a noble cause....
-- Where you want to go to college: London maybe...
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Celebrity or Priest....
LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want…?
-- Best eye color: any colour as long as they are sincere...
-- Best hair color: brown?
-- Short or long hair: anything...as long as its nice..
-- Height: anything...as long as she isn't taller....
-- Weight: Less than me....
-- Best first date location: anywhere....but my house...
-- Best first kiss location: on the lip?
LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- Drugs taken illegally:never.....
-- People I trust with my life: all my friends....until I decide to stab them in the back...
-- CDs that I own: LINKIN PARK!!!!!
-- Piercings: never....
-- Tattoos: none....wish I had one....
-- Times my name has appeared in the
newspaper?: that damn doctor guy....same name....crappy...and he got sued for malpractice...
-- Scars on my body: maybe on my cheek....damn sister....
--Things in my past that I regret: no regrets...just move on!
1)WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME:
James Khoo Hian Ze
2)NICKNAMES?
hmmm....Jam Germ Semaj Chester
3)SINGLE OR TAKEN?
single..Taken in my dreams..
4)Sex?
male...that's kinda obvious.....
5)BIRTHDAY?
30.12.87
6)WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Singapore....
7)SEX OR ICE-CREAM?
Ice Cream...considering my current situation....
8)WHAT COLOUR UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT
NOW?
har?....purple...lol...
9)WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
Hmmm...watching..'meet my Kids?'and doing this quiz...
10)WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU DID?
breathe ?
11)WHO IS RIGHT NEXT TO U?
the computer screen...
12)WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU ATE OUT WITH?
Jeremy...
13)IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD U BE?
Ps2!!!
14)WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?
hmmm...strafford-upon-avon or somewhere like that...
15)WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR
LIFE WITH?
Har?.....hmmm....You know who...
16)HOW MANY BUDDIES DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR LIST?
as many as possible...I mean why have an enemy when you can have a friend...keep your friends close....keep your enemies even closer..
17)HOWS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
Hot and Humid T_T
17)LAST PERSON YOU SPOKE TO ON THE PHONE?
livia...
18)LAST PERSON WHO TEXT YOU?
Livia...
19)LAST PERSON YOU TEXT?
Livia...
20)WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
har? whats that?My phone can vibrate...can yours?
21)DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Har?...she's okay....I guess...
23)WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS?
Choclate with some funky crispy shit stuffed inside I will never find out about....
24)AGE?
16
23)HAIR?
much better.....I guess..
24)WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
a night gown?....lol
25)DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
har?....what are those?
26)WHAT SKOOL DO U ATTEND?
Catholic Junior College...
27)WHO DO CONSIDER YOUR CLOSEST/BESTEST FRIEND?
Myself
28)WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?
Shut up...
29)DO U OWN A VEHICLE?
I wish....
30)WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS?
no use planning so far ahead....
31)FAVE FOOD?
SaShimi!
32)FILM?
Lord of the rings...I guess
33)LAST FILM YOU SAW AT CINEMA?
Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban..
34)FAVE DAY OF THE YEAR?
anyday I get to see her...
35)ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
depends on which state of mind I am in
36)IF U COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME TO ANYTHING, WHAT
WOULD IT BE?
Jesus Christ...
37)YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
lol....this never stops does it?....lol
38)THE MOST STUPID THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
right now....this quiz...
39)DO YOU LIKE SCARY OR HAPPY MOVIE?
A happy scary movie...lol...if that exists...
40)CHRISTMAS OR EASTER?
both are kinda like the same aren't they?...so I say both...
41)LUST OR LOVE?
love....stupid qn....next..
42)KISSES OR HUGS?
Whats the use of a hug without a kiss?...are you nuts?....thats like having a fishstick without the elephant nut sack!!!
43)IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING, WHAT WOULD IT
BE?
well I wouldve made the Axis powers win WW2 so we'd all be speaking Japanese and there wouldn't be chinese weeeee!!!
44)WHAT COLOURS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
do I even brush?.....lol....mouth wash and floss that's all you need...
45)WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS SURVEY?
Is this a survey?
46)DO U WANT UR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
Its up to them....
47)WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Myself...
48)WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
God...
49)WAT IS THE FIRST THING U NOTICE BOUT THE
OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes...
50)FAVE SOUNDS?
Melodic Screaming...
51)WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU
WAKE UP?
Fuck...
52)ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING?
Just close my eyes....
53)HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING
BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT?
Until...that damn prank caller stops...
54)If YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON, DEAD OR ALIVE,
WHO WOULD IT BE?
the voice in my head....
55)IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
LOl....half empty off water....half empty off air
56)WHATS YOUR FAVE NUMBER?
any numbers fine with me.....lol
LOL....but I guess dreams are dreams....and reality is reality....What matters the most is that I can differentiate them...anyway,there are things far more important than that..
1.Get into air rifle team
2.get into 3rd round of S'pore idol?
3.STUDY!!!!!seriously.....
4.Project work....research....must be done.....ZzzzZZZ...
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Lucky me! Thank you GOD!!!
How strange it is.....that when you really need help
it just comes...lol...such is the way that good things take hard work but great things just happen.:)
So....I went for the Othello play(realizing that I had the auditions tmr at 10 am and realizing I was screwed for tmr..)but guess what?During the play...one of the production crew from S'pore Idol called and said the auditions was postponed to the 3rd of July...woohoo!!I can start studying for my exams...even though I know that the possiblity of me doing that is as good as zero...anyway..Thank God...more time to prepare and stuff...whew....
hmmm....how far do you think infatuations go?.....it is most probably deprived from animal instinct...an is essential as a tool for survival of a species....however are dreams essential for the survival of a species?...I think not...hence are dreams exclusive to only man? I guess so....so that means that me dreaming of someone else other than her suggests something.....hmmm....Love transcends all fields so maybe just maybe the one I am dreaming of is the one I have truly fallen in love with.....but she is already takenT_T....oh well...time to consult those dreams again....
Release yourself