Ok....Time to Update again......Changed My pic cos it feels like Burnt is gone.....because of a lot of stuff I heard about Erman....Like Victor , Clarence , Bryan and me all lost their Phones with Erman around.Kinda Sad seeing so much stuff you make crumble to the ground.Like my IPW project 2 years ago......I dunno....I am still sticking by Erman because he has not been proven guilty yet.....so until he is I'll stick by him....
Hmm...Got alot of Homicidal Thoughts during the week abt Killing Nathan....or maybe just 1 thought of killing abt her that keeps echoing throughout my mind........feeling like one day I'll just snap and kill her.Evil should be eliminated completely.....seriously....Unhonourable Bitch. Dishonest Disloyal Dispicable overassuming Racist Ignorant Sexist Bias Demoness From the 9th Level of hell.....I'll kill her one day.......How can someone live with him/herself if you were Miss Nathan?......Asking Students to forge Signatures for her own convenience.Always picking on me......Like its always my fault.....Saying I am some sort of Lazy person....When she herself is the manifestation of LAZY.......I'll Kill her......one day............ saying I ain't doing anything for my project......I'll kill her.......one day.........She keeps on talking abt...sex...sexually Deprived Creature.............and she has so many mood swings.....like she is suffering From menopause permenantly.......I'll kill her......one day........Sickening excuse of a human being..............Worse then that 'it' from the wasp factory......I'll Kill her.................(ok maybe all this is too harsh.......but I have a dark side to you know.....and that's what I feel abt her =p)
Ok....hope you still with me........I know...I might sound like some Psychopath but that thing above ain't a 'Sara' it's worse......Its like the 1000X magnification of whenever you get pissed with someone....I normally don't get pissed much....but when I do I sorta let everything out..........to a point when I can kill.....so I kinda have a feeling Nathan's gonna push me to the edge enough to do it.....besides that I am like anybody else...Normal...I guess.....I am that Friendly and nice guy with a bit of Unresolved issues(don't worry I only do Homicidal crap to those who really deserve it,which would be only 1 person at this time: Nathan..)Figure I am gonna write a song abt this.......anyway went out with David Tseng to get His GF a gift......kinda nice....go ask him if you wanna know.........
On a lighter note.....I got my Jeans 512! and that Linkin Park-ish Tee.......And I finally Finished my song + a funky Tune....Now once again I need a band...........
Here it Goes:
NOT IN THE PICTURE
All the time we spent together
The fading image of a perfect scenery
Consumed with all your Lies
To put up with your hollow dignity
Now you left me here
Without a heart Without a home
But Im still waiting
When Ill return back with you
Chorus:
Why am I not in this picture?
Where have all those Beautiful memories gone?
Whatever happened to that night under the stars?
And wondering who we are
That you promised me everything
But you left without a clue
Just to fulfill that endless
Emptiness inside of you
Now my blood runs too cold
Feels like all I have is sold
But Im still waiting
When Ill return back with you
Chorus:
Why am I not in this picture?
Where have all those Beautiful memories gone?
Whatever happened to that night under the stars?
And wondering who we are
Why am I not in this picture?
Im fading slowly into oblivion
Why am I not in this picture?
A victim of your sick decisions
Why am I not in this picture?
Chorus:
Why am I not in this picture?
Where have all those Beautiful memories gone?
Whatever happened to that night under the stars?
And wondering who we are
I'll explain it another day......byee...
Haven't updated for a long time.......But the same thing has been bugging me..........WHAT TO DO !?!!?!?? I FEEL SO MANIPULATIVE....If I do that..........to her....T_T.Lotsa Funky stuff happened during the week.I joined air rifle :) Putting 6/6 vision to good use.(thank you God).FOund out I was quite alright in it.:)Hmm,this week..My band screwed up at Auditions....Once again I have to assume to role of leader........sad..........PW grp leader....Looks like I got no other choice but to run for Student Council.......Sad...Band looks like its more than half-dead.Sad....Victor stay Victor stay......Erman's gonna retake a Bass course....and I am gonna make Herge learn those damn drums from Imran:0.Yesterday,went out with Jeremy and Sean:).Barney the dinosaur is to Little Children as he is to me......Hmm that didnt make much sense but when you see him you'd know what I mean......hmm....Talked alot of crap but its all good...something abt Sean makes him a great Friend....besides the huge discounts he can get you at LEvi's ;p.He talked abt Emienem?(cant spell it>!!)abt him having 3 personas.....Marshall p mathers,Slim shady and Emienem..Just like most of us.....we have different Selves.....so I am gonna Identify mine for you.....I think I like have 5 ?Mr passive:the anything goes guy.....Unjudging & indecisive....Mr pissy:the guy who looks at everybody's flaws and hates them........and longs for serious revolutions in the world.The public Nuisance:The guy who wants to define the boundaries of the law....rules etc and just break em all.Mr Ghandi......Hmm......the good side of Mr Pissy....Mr Passionate: headstrong Loyal to the things I love...I think this covers it....=p.Oh ya...met a Funky Taxi driver today...and he started cussing the Govt......weeee !!
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