The end of life as it is..
the feeling of being at the edge of an era of your life..
it's the same as the revolutions of political struggle..
except not to that scale and impact...
but the feeling is still the same..
that what you are, who you are,
now faces it's last moments...
when the present wanes...
all that remains is the future..
perhaps I shall reflect about my last 2 years...
How school almost always started with me in the toilet...
and that crazy cleaner lady would always pour water across the floor at that exact moment...
soaking my shoes...
My bad timing in the use of profanity...
causing differing reactions from several teachers...
thankfully mostly of shock than of a more negative nature...
My inevitable ability to get depressed over the littlest of things..
how I spent my last few days of school in emotional agony..
(self-inflicted mostly)
David and his nonsense..
eBaums world...his laughter
his pranks..
the day he did Chua doggy style..
Donovan's rowdy character...
fiery and all...
but still capable of deep reflective talk...
YongXin...and his guitar suaning skills...
which he still uses on me...
Pissing and teasing girls...
Amen...
especially Vanessa and Ling Zhi...
classics.
Dota with the shooters..
and how we always got screwed by Amos..
Screwing aroung with the J1 shooters...
especially the guys...
making them to many mundane exercises..
at my discretion....
Jaimes...and his Voice activated ball-kicking action...
and unlike Vanessa...
it always hits..
Weili and his many love affairs..
so called...
always an interesting conversation..
Xueliang's constant loitering at the corridor...
(I'd do the same if I had Keith Richards in my class)
The time I took my adidas deodorant and let loose a cloud of scent..
halfway into a shooting competition..
much to the dismay of the NJ team...
as they started to evacuate the competition area..
My hair..
and my eternal struggle against it.....
and the you-know-whats, and you-know-wheres...
well...
that's basically what I have to say..
that and that I hope I can survive whatever stuff they throw there..
and to all those going in tomorrow...
Godspeed...
glhf...
Release yourself