Freaky kids singing...
if you've heard that save the animals from abuse ad..
the one with the little kids singing inside..
on cable...
it seriously doesn't work with me..
kids...singing gross stuff..
its like the very intensity lacking..
has created its own intensity..
little kids singing..
the stuff of nightmares.
been watching dodgeball..
not a bad show..
and the writer of the film...
had actually wanted the dilm to end
with the good guys losing..
heh..
but the test audience turned it down..
...
anyway..
watching Ben Stiller
in a fat suit
dancing and rubbing his..
*a-hems*
and singing
to Milkshake.
has its own..
unique traumatising effects
my work is still in ruin..
even though this time...I've at least done something about it...
got to follow through..
and I still need more metal music..
ugh..
I'm once again brooding in misery..
over my weaknesses and imperfections..
and then..I realize..
another reason why I'm like that..
is that..I NEED Rock Music...
make that GOOD METAL..
yea..
so...
If you have any nice METAL Songs..
Send them to me through Msn..lol..
I DON'T NEED YOUR SYMPATHY!
I NEED YOUR SONGS!!!!
ok..
yea..
but it must be somewhat meaningful..
anyway...
My momentum for studying has sort of slowed down..
gotta be less suspectible to following others on outings..
yea..
and I'm gonna be in debt..soon..
again..
Unsettling...
this issues..
never end..
maybe so..
I may not..
be perfect..
but if no one's
gonna step in..
I guess...
it's time to help..
it get along..
as Ironic..
how we say..
all lawyers..
go to hell..
yet they are part.
of the system..
which invokes justice..
heh..
anything that solves the problem.
while not causing anymore itself..
Objectivity..
I won't dwell on my emotions..
=p
And so they emerge from their Dark Dwellings..
'Em Muggers..
if only they didn't exist..
I'd be taking 'A' Levels like a breeze...
sigh..
but that's not going to happen...
I should go to church for the 7.45am mass...
I find the walk back home..
somewhat therapeutic for the soul..
Ugh...
I should try and get better sleep...
woke up with some serious stomach Issues..
and felt disgusted with not only myself but existence and everything with it.
ugh..
and David..DID NOT have to make my day worse by threatening to open the cubicle..
Seriously..while you're dropping crap..
you'd rather not have someone threaten you like that..
If he really did that..
I wouldn't bother restraining myself for him..
Justice is to give others what they rightfully deserve..
and there were many colourful things David would've deserved then.
none of which are pleasant..
anyway.
I've managed to do some sort of revision..
though its somewhat a half-hearted effort..
turn to full gear now..
last thing you want is a mugger as your boss..
Release yourself