My Dad's at it again....for weeks now...he has been recording that damm MTV nearly 24/7...I can't watch anything... and his obssession has been there ever since he got that damm DVD recorder....like he has some evil plot to record everything on MTV and sell it or make another TV channel.....or maybe even try and take over MTV.....
Anyway...today was an OFF day...wanna know why?.......Cos...I was OFFtiming OFFbeat OFFtune OFFkey OFFpitch OFFrhythm......for most of the Jamming session today...and the damm auds are like Tmr.....Crap.....another obstacle........bloody hell........Hope I don't screw up.......Feeling better now though...after going to church and all.......praying abit....got over it.......Pick up your sword.....and fight your battles......I found a loophole in my Promise to E*****.......soooooooooooo......I am gonna BREAK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeee!!!!!!!!!freeeness..............
ahhhhhhhh.........so much stuff to do now.........
tempo:100......ZZ.....Another day of pain approaches.......
Its been abit screwed up over the past few days....haha......first was the damm Teacher's Day Auditions and me and my band were totally screwed up haha.........anyway...I sang....or Shouted to be more appropriate....Dammit...and Tiffany..was like kinda put off...so I put on my puppy dog look and she was like an auntie to me after that going like..'are you ok?' like quite a few times haha........anyway...Now I got Peh on my Band and we are gonna reaud on Monday.........hope we can get it right..:D.God Help me.....anyway...today..had the stupid learning journey that meant sh!t.It was like a fricking lesson.Powerpoint slides and all.Gp lecture.After that ate at swensons with my classmates and then went to see an oooooooold friend!.JOSEPH LIM!....been a long time....went to the Under seventeens Teams Competition to meet him.....still short as ever....though he has grown.......aye he is still full of crap..though just the way I like it.......haha........missed him....Our fencing team got a bronze w00t....Wait till shooting comes;).Gotta do alot of crap...now......practice songs.....Project Work CIP forms.......
tempo:100 At peace..Things look alot different from the boot or a car...=p
The worst is over now and I can breathe again...weeeee....Thank God my shame is preserved...and my glory mantained......haha....but.....more crap's coming........I am the confirmed Air Rifle Guys Captain!(thanks to everyone who voted for me!)Gotta train like a nutcase now....w00t....finally...and I am gonna sing fir teacher's day...suppose to sing Accidentally in Love Last kiss and possibly Dammit.....but......the first 2......not really within my power....haha............gonna negotiate with Erman and see how........God.....now gotta go fir all the damm rehearsals.........=p.Still got project Work to finish...and all...God.......zz.....need to revise for everything too...God....I wish I could tell her how I feel...about her.....God......=p.
tempo:150..Normal...everything's normal...phew....
Day4:...Acute Procrascination Syndrome.......still uncured......God...I gotta get rid of it.........ok....maybe I should'nt be so edgy about the S'pore idol...thingy.....ok...I'll follow the advice....given.....I'll chill:D.Thanks....haha...anyway....I've started on my work...abit here...a wee bit there...but nothing complete....yet.......T_T.....So much shit...so little time......So I've GOTTA BREAK E HABIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!....stop procrascinating........
tempo:200 DO YOUR Fricking work James.....Shut up and do it...as easy as that......
Day3:Phew.....they didn't air my audition....let's hope they don't air....my audition the next time the show is on..........T_T....I hate that show...Still gotta do my homework..........phew....at least I don't have to worry about them airing it for the time being.............Fame's good...but in the right way...like the CJ performance thingy...that can be defined as good fame....not my SI audition....Leave me alone...T_T.....I have exactly.....2 days to live before they air the next round of auditions....so......Please.....don't show my audition.....God.....T_T...........
Tempo:300....*thump thump*
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