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6.06.2004



Lol.....today was funky....really funky
let me try to give a detailed description as to what occurred
hmmm...woke up...went to Mass and went home to get changed to go off
to Audtions...
Felt like damn screwed up....ahhhh....
met Marissa earlier and got her to help me train a bit before
the auditions at Suntec...
then after that wen into the Damned convention hall......
sat there and felt like super tense but something damn funky happened
the 2 people next to me started to like talk to me about the auditions
and how they were feeling...their names were Derek & Jackson
Damn funky.....1 is a 7 day adventist and the other was from city harvest....damn funky...but what was even funkier was that all of us held hands and prayed...lol yup...kinda cool when 3 different religions like throw away their differences and pray to God together...
and it felt like God will be there no matter what....like in the people we meet....then went to the holding room from there...and then I heard the competition....and it is gonna get pretty tough....there was like this girl who sang like Michaeal Buble and another who sang like Christina Aguilera(hope I spelt it right).Then I got interviewed by the guy there...T_T..damn funky!!!lol!the guy was like...what type of music did you like? and I was like...Alternative rock and rock? and he was like why don't you sing a Linkin Park...I was like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!?!so...guess what?I sang 'Numb' with everyone in the holding area....like 50+ other contestants....lol...after I sang finished everyone was like WOOHOO!!!!and clapping(a few people called me 'chester' sweeT!)...I wonder how good I was...then the Derek guy came to shake my hand and the contestant next to me said I was good...the guy who interviewed me was like how do you feel after releasing your angst?....I was like...I didn't release it much....;)..that was like..I guess quite a confidence booster...I realized from the crew later on that I was the only guy with a rock edge in the cometition which was cool:).Then went to the audition room and sang 'Better Man'...felt better after that but damn tense cause you need to go to the results room to find out the verdict...it was kinda like they called your number first then tell you whether you got through or not.......damn tense then....
AND THE VERDICT WAS:

I GOT THROUGH WOOHOO!!!!!!THANK YOU GOD AND EVERYBODY ESPECIALLY THE CLASS AND MARISSA JEREMY DAVID CHARISSA SARA!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!

6.04.2004



I hate camps.....I wanna go home..now...
Stupid air rifle camp....T_T
shoot sleep eat shoot sleep eat shoot
ahhhhhhhh!!!
whyyyyyy!!!
tomorrow's the damn s'pore idol auditions...and I haven't done much........T_T
this is full of crap...
I did not even get to see her today....T_T
whhhhhhyyyyyy!!!!
gonna sneak out of school at 11 today.....
watch me....;)

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